never certain

lately, my mind has been a pendulum.. always rocking back and forth. one moment i'm certain i feel that it's what i want, but then in another moment... i don't want it at all. i'm so indecisive about everything. someone should buy me those magic eight balls for my birthday. haha.

anyways, first day back to working out and i'm feeling super sick already. i'm not even going past my limit or anything... guess that's what happens to ya when you stop working out for five months!

can't wait for this week to be over with! two more exams and i'm free from this semester :) then another five more months to go until i can officially say "GOODBYE! ... FAREWELL CHINGUACOUSY!"

** oh, something weird has been happening for the past two days... ive been getting dreams. LOL!